Post by haven marie woods on May 28, 2009 3:35:01 GMT -4
HAVEN MARIE WOODS
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You poor, sweet innocent thing
dry your eyes, and testify.
You know you love to break me-
don't deny, sweet sacrifice.[/center]
I'D STAY THE HAND OF GOD
[/color]BUT THE WAR IS ON YOUR LIPS[/font][/center]
BRACE MYSELF FOR RAZOR BLADES
[/color]EVERYTHING WITH MEANING IS SHATTERED[/font][/center]
NICKNAMES: None
SEX: Female
AGE: 21 years young
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Straight
ETHNICITY: German
CANON OR ORIGINAL: Original[/color][/font][/ul]
THIS DAY WILL DIE TONIGHT
[/color]AND THERE AIN'T NO EXCEPTION[/font][/center]
HAIR: Long, light brown hair, naturally curly-ish
EYES: Icy blue
HEIGHT & WEIGHT: 5'8". She weighs about 125. She's slightly underweight.
BODY TYPE: Model.
DISTINGUISHING FEATURES: Her face is like no one else's. People tell her all the time she has a beautiful face and they haven't ever seen anything like it. It definitely sets her apart. It's almost an elfish looking face, but no one has ever said anything bad about it. Most people tell her though, when they look at her face, her eyes are what pull them in fastest. Her eyes, icy blue, are vicious and cold. People say they'd know those eyes anywhere. They hide everything she doesn't want you to see. Also, her tiny frame distinguishes her from most people. She isn't a giant, but she's slightly underweight. She doesn't know why, she just is. [/color][/font][/ul]
TRICK WITH A DOUBLE TONGUE
[/color]BUT THE ONLY FOOL HERE'S ME[/font][/center]
Storms
Fire
Fast cars
Boys
Winter
Drawing
Singing
Flirting
Partying
Fire
DISLIKES: Heat
Summer
Goody goody's
Idiotic people
Stuck up snobs
Politics of any kind
STRENGTHS: Smart
Doesn't let things get to her
WEAKNESSES: Untrusting
Low self esteem
HABITS/QUIRKS: Smokes
Plays with her hair without even realizing it
No matter what id she has paper and a pen she'll draw
OVERALL PERSONALITY: Haven is a bit of a shy girl at first glance. She's not like don't look at me, don't acknowledge my existence, and stay away from me shy. She's just the kind of shy were she won't approach you and start conversation, but she will talk to you and she may even like you if you give her a shot. She's okay with conversation, but she is a bit hard to understand sometimes. She's still kind of getting over her friend passing on, but she's getting better. She's not stuck up, she's just not very talkative sometimes. Some get the impression that she's scared of people and that is so far from the truth it's almost funny.
She’s got a bit of a temper about her if you push the right buttons. She won't start shit, but she will finish it. She won't throw the first punch but I bet you she'll throw the last one. She knows how to fight really well, one thing her brother taught her. She also knows exactly what to say to drive you crazy and mentally screw you up. She's not mean unless you make her be mean. She can either be your best friend or your worst enemy, but that's up to you now isn't it. She is a vicious fighter and a bad loser. She doesn't like to lose, that's why she doesn't. She's not arrogant, just confident in her abilities.
If you pick the wise choice and try to befriend Haven, let me be the first to tell you... IT ISN'T EASY. She doesn't trust very easily and she's terrified of opening up to people. She won't let you inside just because your nice to her for a little while, she may take days or weeks to open up to you. Don't give up on her, if you make it past her walls, she'd be the best friend in the world. She won't ever leave you, won't walk away when your hurt, and won't run when things get hard. If you fall down on your end of the friendship bargain though, she'll push you out and you'll have to start over if you even get another shot, but don't count on it.
Haven has had very few people she ever let get to know her well enough to the point that they got past the friend stage, but most of them didn't take time to get there. She has problems getting that close to people because last time she did she got dependant and the person had died. She was scared of becoming dependant on someone. She was afraid they would leave her alone, and it often causes her to miss out on several opportunities. Most guys get fed up with her "issues" and tell her to screw off, and she often goes off on them and never really speaks to them again. She does all she can to make it work out even if it's painfully obvious to her that it's going to fail miserably.
She'd really determined to do whatever she sets her mind to, she's hard headed and stubborn, and once an idea gets in that head of hers it's there for ever. She's not okay with failure, she works herself silly sometimes trying to get things done. She's just like that. She is kind of goofy when you get to know her, but not stupid or annoying, just kind of silly acting at times, but only when she's comfortable with you. She's a very patient girl too, and she doesn't get fed up with things as easily as she does with people. She gets in moods sometimes where she just feels kind of anti social. These can last for days sometimes and they normally scare people who don't know her.[/color][/font][/ul]
LOVE ME IN THIS FABLE
[/color]MY HEART IS IN YOUR HANDS[/font][/center]
SIBLINGS: Xavier// 25// In a band//Living ((I'll bring him in later.))
OTHER FAMILY: N/A
PETS: None
OVERALL HISTORY: Haven was born in Amsterdam, but only because her parents here drug heads and they wanted to be able to say that she had been born where pot was legal. She had a brother that was four years older than her. He was her best friend. Haven's parents argued all the time, her father hit his wife alot. He tried to beat on Haven, but Xavier did his best to protect her. One day he was out with friends and Louis, her dad, got angry at Beverly, her mom, and they argued. Louis hit Beverly and they kept on going. Her dad came to "talk" to Haven, who was about 11 at the time, and snapped on her. Her mom tried to stop him, but he pushed her away. He then hit Haven two times. Xavier walked in on this and stood up to his dad and he rarely left Haven alone. Haven felt really safe with him.
When Haven was about 15, she moved out of her parents' house and lived with her grandma. She stayed with her grandmother for a few years. Life was good with her. There wasn't any fighting, no drugs, and no beatings. She cut herself off from her parents. Not that they tried very hard to stop her. She tried to avoid drugs, but she failed usually. She eventually got involved in partying crowds and drugs. She went to parties and often woke up in some strangers bed. She got really bad at one point and finally her brother told her she was gonna come live with him. He took care of her and she stayed with him for a long time. She still goes to visit him alot. He's also still her best friend. She only moved out because Xavier went off on her for having a guy in her room. Well, it was more than that really. They might have maybe been going at it. She was pissed at him for a while, but it soon passed.
Haven was about 19 when she moved out. She decided to try her hardest to become a model. She tried countless times to get some sort of agent, but she often failed. She was a bit heavier then, she went on a crazy diet and exercised like a mad woman. She lost weight, but she didn't think it was enough. She eventually just stopped eating. She lost alot of weight, she was getting sick and she even ended up in the hospital. Her brother chewed her out and told her she was an idiot. The had a huge fight and didn't talk for weeks. She felt awful and finally she called and they made up. She was gradually recovering from her struggle with anorexia, which she still has issues with at times, she got a call from someone who wanted to help her get her career rolling. Ever since then she's been on the fast track to fame. She's not a world wide known model, but she's working on it. Working fast to. [/color][/font][/ul]
WON'T CRY FOR MY SOLITUDE
[/color]LAY MY HEAD AND DREAM OF YOU[/font][/center]
ROLEPLAY SAMPLE:
Feb 17, 2009 21:37:39 GMT -4 @twisted said:
Oh baby when
they made me
they broke the mold
they made me
they broke the mold
Haven had no idea what's called her to the beach today,
but wahtever it was she went with it and here she was, at
the beach. It was freezing outside. Chilling winds whipped
in off the water. Her ebony locks danced wildly behind her
in the wind. She shivered. "Fuck it's cold as hell out here!"
She pulled her jacket tightly around her. Her teeth
chattered together. She grabbed her hood and pulled it
up over her ears. It helped a little. She stopped for a minute
and looked out onto the open water. Lately something had
been getting to Haven. She was getting kind of depressed,
but she had no idea why. She just had slowly been slipping
into darkness. She couldn't fight it either, but she could hide
it if nothing else. That's exactly what she planned to do. Her
icy blue eyes focused on a dark cloud over the water.
She watched it race through the sky. It soon made it across
the water, Haven lost interest. She sighed and pulled out
a cigarette. She lit it up even in the crazy wind. She brought
it to her lips and pulled in a rewarding drag. She sighed
happily as the smoke exited her lungs. She held the cancer
stick between her left index and middle finger. Her other hand
stayed warm in her pocket. She turned and continued walking.
Her mind wandered around. Floating up and just dancing
around nothing.
Haven was really getting to a point she wsn't happy with any
thing anymore. She was depressed, but she didn't know why
other than extreme loneliness. Her hole life she'd basically
been alone. Her mother and father never wanted anything
to do with her. She didn't know why, just not good enough
she guessed. Her late slipping had caused her to do more
and more thinggs she used to try not to do. She had gotten
into heroin again and lately she'd gotten a bit slutty. She
was dressed slutty even now in the extreme cold. She
was wearing a short skirt, fish nets, and an extremely low
cut top. She had no idea why she did this, but she did. She
figured that she wanted attention. She never got much, but
now she seemed to get more, but it wasn't exactly good. Guys
touched her where ever they pleased, she didn't stop them.
Once or twice she'd been paid for sex, but she wasn't
full of disease or anything. She was clean, just lonely.
She knew this wasn't helping, if anything it hindered her
from finding someone she could get close to, but she
couldn't stop herself it seemed. .
She sighed and took another drag from her cigarette. She
walked alone along the edge of the water. She noticed
something off in the distance. It looked like a man. She
shrugged and walked toward him. Slowly her cancerous
friend grew smaller and smaller. She finally finished it and
tossed the butt away. She jammed her hand into her
pocket. She had adjusted to the cold now, but it still
agitated her. She had gotten closer to the man sitting
alone. She was just going to say hey, if he didn't want
company she'd leave no problem. She just thought she'd
try to be nice. Haven was always trying to be nice.
It had gotten her no where in life, but she wouldn't
stop trying. Not now, not ever. She finally got with in talking
distance of the man. She took a step or two closer and spoke
softly, maybe even a bit shy. "Hey.." Why was she so
shy all of the sudden? She didn't understand, but she
stood by waiting for a response if she even got one
at all.
